& now I can’t think of anyone else/. 

(Source: youcantdeletemyswag, via dear-dre)

Woot woot! So I’m home now. ^-^ I learnt I hate screaming children. And 14 hour flights. Ok.

So The Philippines was amazing.  I’ll try summing it up in a few paragraphs. Actually, I’ll start with my 2 families.

-          MOMS SIDE –

Imus Cavite. Whoooo. Loljk It’s all carabaw. That’s all it is. I got to hike through 5 miles of Philippines jungle to visit my mothers old house (= her damn farm) Footbridges scare me. Especially when they’re 10 planks of wood just strapped together. And there are only 5 support thingies. My family there is … Well, They’re old.  All my pinsans on the side are 20+ And it’s kind of boring to be honest.

-          DADS SIDE   -

And here is where my fun side comes from! They’re from Quezon City & Caloocan. I love them so much. They’re honestly my favourite cousins in the world. Even when they spike my drink and get me drunk. Tanduay Ice FTW though. Like seriously. Tanduay fucking ice. They’re all my age & well, They’re just fun the way they are.  Kuya Gerald, Kuya Jorelle & Kuya Lexus are my absolute favourites.  They said they’d beat up any guy that would hurt me. Hahahah. I love them.

-          What I did in the Philippines   -

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-          I went shopping a whole lot. Like, I went to Greenhills with my Ate  Me Ann & we … went to a palengke. I reaaaally like palengkes. Even though they’re crowded. And noisy. And every 5 damn seconds they’re all “MA’AM, MA’AM BILI NA! BILI NA!” 

-          I went shopping at Mall Of Asia 3 times. And honestly, It doesn’t live up to the hype. Everything is really overpriced and I … just don’t like it. SM MALLS FTW.

-          Trinoma. SM Fairview. SM North. Just…. SMs ftw. Hyper market ftw.

-          I went to Batangas for the beach. And got chased by a baby shark. Woot.

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-          I hiked through 5 miles of Philippines jungle. It was actually really fun until I got chased by a carabaw. And ants went into my shorts.

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-          We went to amana water park with my pinsans from my daddy’s side. Oh man, We had so much fun at the wave pool. The waves are 9 ft high and I practically drowned. :p Pero it was fun though, kasi it was all my pinsans right in the middle of the wave pool & we were basically what everyone was looking at. It was really fun.

-          We went to Caloocan to be with my Dad’s family. They gave me Tanduay Ice. I love them so so so much. Also, I love Tanduay ice. So so so much. :P Pero, my mom was like “WAG KA INOM!” or something. Then they went to Divisoria or some palengke. I don’t really know. So I had some to drink :p

-          We went to the Oceanarium in Ocean Park! It was fun. I don’t like fish though.

-          I got to ride a jeepney!

-          In Caloocan my little pinsans were awake and I’m their favourite Ate. :p  They were waiting for me to wake up, and they were like “Ate!! Gumising ka na! Play with us!!!” Hahah . :’) They’re too cute.

-          At the Airport, I was crying so hard. I miss them. I miss Ate KatKat, Ate DanDan, Kuya Gerald, Kuya Jorelle, Kuya Lexus, Kuya Sayreel. I miss them all so much.  Sabi si Kuya Gerald that he’s my #4 dance at my debut. Hahah. :’) 

So wanna stop talking about her?

You really know how to ruin my day, and it only just started.

Update - May 14th.

So, The Philippines is amazing. It’s hot, it’s crowded, It makes me feel a bit uneasy when I walk around and people keep pointing at me and saying “ang laki / ang taba” and I don’t know. It’s a huuuge culture shock. So I’m staying at a house in cavite at a gated community called “The Orchard” and our house is close to 4 storeys high. I like it here, I really do. But I wish we had decent aircon and less people to live with. As of now, we’re living with 12 people in one house & the kitchen is pretty small. I go upstairs to relax though. Sucky part is is that it’s so hot up there. It’s an open floor plan & heat rises so it’s really humid and hot up there during the day and it’s pretty creepy up there at night because the shadows are …. creepy. So far, I’ve gotten to see both sides of my parent’s family. My dad’s family is a bit mayabang though. I got to see countryside Cavite & big city Quezon City. Not going to lie, I am such a city girl. I really really really like Quezon City. The condo we’re staying at is so cool. Plus, there is decent aircon. (y) Also, we’re right above the pool and wifi hut. Yeahup. OH. Greenhills is really cool too. I bought the guys’s pasalubong there. Hello meme face shirts. :P but yeah. I’m liking the Philippines so far but I wish I couild go home. :( I’d give anything to feel anyone’s hugs. Especially his. gheagojaeigyahiegjk . yeah ok.
I shall update another day because I’m in Imus Cavite and I’m paying for this internet ok bai.

countdown - 18 more days.

I feel like you don’t.

and you’re only saying it because I say it.

… I just… wish that you’d say it first.

geeglegeegabyte:

JK.

And I’ll have you know, I’m scared to death.

TELL ME ONCE AGAIN, THAT YOU WILL LOVE ME TO THE DEATH AND SHOULD I DIE, YOU SWEAR THAT YOU WOULD COME FOR ME.

AS I FADE AWAAAAAAAY, YOU REACH OUT YOUR ARMS. PLEASE DON’T LET ME GOOOOOOOOOOO.

SO I’LL BE HERE BY THE OCEAN JUST WAITING FOR PROOF THAT THERE’S SUNSETS AND SILHOUETTE DREAMS. ALL MY SANDCASTLES FALL LIKE THE ASHES OF CIGARETTESSS AND EVERY WAVE DRAGS ME TO SEAAAA .

is what I say when I’m hurt.

Guys. I’m scared. I’m in the Philippines and I got into a car accident. Me and my cousin were hit on the passenger side and well, I’m trying to remember.. The doctors tell me this isn’t permanent memory lost but I’m trying to repiece everything back together and everyone is talking to me and I’m so overwhelmed and scared. What if I don’t remember everything? What happens then? 

Please don’t be scared for me. 

I’ll be fine. 

dietmountaindewxo:

Terrible Things - Mayday Parade
I can tell by your eyes, that you’re in love with me.